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hey..today was kind of a crappy day..i mean the first half was good i guess but then once it got to 6th period i was just in a bad mood..i guess not really a bad mood..but i'll tell u why and then u can decide what kinda mood i was in..so for all u people who dont know much about me and dont know about me and bryan then oh well, i dont feel like tellin everything..but anyways we went out for almost 7 months and then i decided that we should just be friends because he moved to texas and i moved to kentucky, so i thought thats what would be best for us right now..well i didnt think it would be that big of a deal if bryan ever started going out w/ another girl..well i found out last night what it felt like..bryan sent me an email sayin that he was goin out w/ this girl ashley and it hit me like a ton of bricks right in the face..i started crying and thinking of all our good times together..and i started crying even more when i thought about him kissing her or anything because hes mine!! i will always love bryan no matter what, and no one can take him away from me..but i mean im happy for bryan and all cuz hes doin his best to move on n all..and i was doin my best to move on too, but he was just always in the back of my mind no matter what i was doin..and so i was thinkin about that all again in 6th period and then 7th period too and i was just down in the dumps..i really love him!! 
ive never actually cried over a guy before, so i know that hes special..theres so many things i love about him but i dont think i need to share em..so then i came home today after school and just broke down in my room..then i talked to my mom about it and then went back upstairs and broke down more..i dont know why im crying..i cant control it..i guess this is how he felt when i told him i just wanted to be friends..its hard to really know what someone feels like until you get put in the same position that they were in..anyways i'll write later..im gunna go eat some food..xoxo lindsey kaye
ive never actually cried over a guy before, so i know that hes special..theres so many things i love about him but i dont think i need to share em..so then i came home today after school and just broke down in my room..then i talked to my mom about it and then went back upstairs and broke down more..i dont know why im crying..i cant control it..i guess this is how he felt when i told him i just wanted to be friends..its hard to really know what someone feels like until you get put in the same position that they were in..anyways i'll write later..im gunna go eat some food..xoxo lindsey kaye No KisS's - GiVe Me KiSsEs
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