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today was just kind of a blur..i was so tired..but i had a pretty good day..things are still kinda awkward between me and sarah but i hope everything is back to normal soon cuz i dont want anything to change between us..and bryan emailed me, and i checked it this morning before i went to church and i was kinda sad because he was tellin me how he doesnt wanna get his heart broken by me again and that he doesnt wanna go thru the whole 'changing my mind-wanting to date other people' thing..so im kinda confused rite now because i seriously love him so much and he means the world to me but i dont know wut i want right now..i cried my eyes out when he told me he had a new g/f..i didnt think it would hit me that hard but it hit me like a ton of bricks rite in the face..and i dont wanna risk losing him again..but then again im havin fun just chillin w/ random people here..i dont wanna lose him and i dont wanna risk him fallin in love w/ someone else but i guess life is about takin chances right..but i still dont know wut to do..i'll get back 2 u if i figure somethin out..xoxo lindsey kaye
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